I hate to say this but...

Fuck you....
for thinking that i wanna give you all these shit everyday.
for asking me to wait for you while you get your fucking stuff like your license and house. Come to think about it, it makes me feel like i'm just another material thing that you try to get.
Well, fuck you for making me feel like that.

Fuck you....
for never ever being able to know that i feel this way.
for saying that i hurt you before.
for not making an effort.
for not treasuring me.
for making me think that i can expect the best from you.
for making me have doubts.
for making me feel like i'm just one of the other fucking girls who fucking tell you that they love you.
for making me feel stupid.
for flirting.
for pulling my strings the way you please.
for not being there for me.
for the sweet words you say but never show.
for not trying to prove yourself right.
for telling me that you're afraid.

Fuck you for making me want you so bad.

Because i do not wish to swear at you anymore, i shall cut myself away from your whisperings of sweet nothings.