Where have all the fun in life gone?

Blogging can be such a hassle.

It's such a private affair.

Sometimes you just want your old life back. But sometimes you're just in too deep that it's hard to turn things around. you could do it brutally and hurt the one you care most dearly. But is it fair because all you want is your own happiness. Is it selfish? I want the world in harmony but yet i want my own freedom. How can that be? I'm young. Do i have to sacrifice so much so soon? Where did all my fun go?