Help Wanted

I'm still taking a breather here. Am i just one angry girl?

Now i wonder:
Am i jealous about the relationship between her customers and her?
OR am i jealous that she's getting all these attention and i don't?
OR is it i'm jealous that she spends more time with her fucking customers than me??

I'm trying to be understanding but i think i just end up giving in. What a LIFE she's got eh? Customers sponsor a vacation, customers buying her gifts, customers supplying her with cigarettes. I don't get it. I really don't.

Can someone help me analyze this shit?