It's Not Over Girls!

Everyone's getting sick of losing. We come for our Sunday matches every week to lose. Depressing? I agree. Who is there to blame? Ourselves and NOT luck. Fuck luck. Since it hasn't been helping us to win, why depend on luck?! So don't let me hear people saying 'hard luck' on Sunday after we lose. It's fucking not luck. It's fucking US.

Maybe too many losses has made us very monotonous. It killed our desire to win. And we're so numbed by the word 'lose'. This shouldn't be it. It shouldn't be like this. We joined this league not with this mindset. I don't want to end this league feeling like a fucking loser cause i know we can do better than this crap we have been playing. I don't know what's up with us. We're killing our own minds with the negative thoughts. We're not only physically losing, but we're mentally down as well.

Stop it girls. We shouldn't be thinking this way.

Remember how we used to blame Veron for our losses? Remember that anger you had of Veron? So angry that you actually played harder just to get the ball as far away from her as possible.

Remember when you girls won the Under-19s at that mini exhibition match? A match that wasn't as important but just try recalling that winning feeling. I wasn't playing but i felt like i won too.

Remember how fucked up the ITE spectators were? Fucking childish snobbish winners. They were laughing their asses off at us. People like them shouldn't be winning this league. They would just tarnish the name of Women's Soccer with their stuck up attitudes. They make the winning feeling so so wrong.

Remember the IVP match against Ngee Ann Poly? How badly we wanted to win? That is the drive we need. Yes we lost, but that day, i saw a team who played well. I saw a team who tried their best, pushed hard and never gave up.

Remember how it feels like being happy about soccer? We've lost the laughter that we used to have. We used to have it on the field when we play, we used to have a smile on our faces when we play. Now it's all kidnapped to one corner of our minds by negativity.

I guess there's no one else to blame. No Veron to blame, no lousy pitch to blame, no luck to blame but us. It's not the end for us. There is indeed light at the end of every tunnel. 2 more games left for us. We play well and give our all for these 2 games and we're Winners. I'm sure all of us are dying to win. I hope it shows during Sunday's match. I hope we don't lose the goals but most importantly, i hope we don't lose our hopes of getting that winning feeling.