Introduction

Life has it's ups and downs. That's what everyone tells me. I wish not to live too long till I'm wrinkled and dry. I know i can't control this. No one can. Except of course if you commit suicide. Then that's a different story. I wouldn't say that my life is a very interesting one. But it's good enough to make me want to live day after day. People around us change all the time. Even the people close to you. I don't know whether everyone has close friends like i do. I think everyone should. I think everyone should live their life by following their heart. I know the heart can't make the right choices sometimes but it was what you wanted to do and that's what matters. Sometimes you got to live life selfishly. I've seen people living their lives for others. A huge responsibility, i'd say. And the sacrifices are just way too much. Yes i know that being there for the person you love makes you happy. But who's going to be there for you when you're down and you need someone? Is it worth it to stand alone and be god to the people you care most? Life can be really contradicting. I'm sure when some of you people read this, you'll find me confused. Sad to say, i still am and i will be till i die as that's how life, emotions and decisions make you feel.(Especially when you follow your heart.)