Being Serious

Dating a person is one thing. Being serious with the person is another.

My colleague commented that i look different recently. He asked if i've fallen in love.

Does falling in love make you look different?

I think it seems hard to get serious because of his job. There isn't much time for us to talk about the relationship. Just when things are progressing, it is put on hold because he has to go away. I guess that's the main reason why it's going on slow. I really hope he's sincere about wanting me. I don't want him to want me just because he knows i'm very interested in him. I want him to want me because he wants to. Because he likes me. Or even so loves me. Does he even know whether he loves me or is it just infatuation?

I keep thinking about whether this feeling is just a crush or something more than that.