For the confused

Day three of loneliness. Making myself busy with stuff just to get my mind off certain things. I miss having someone to occupy my time with. I want my day full of action. Plans, plans and more plans. I know it has only been awhile since i feel alone. But boy, do the days go by so slow. I don't want talk about him. I wish i can. No closure, so i guess i gotta make up my own. I need someone just so that i can keep myself away from the boss.

Now i know the difference between being with a man and a woman. Man are insensitive towards a woman. They usually have a motive in mind when it comes to being close to a woman. As for women, we just want love. They just want to love a person who loves them back just as much. Someone who is willing to sacrifice time for them and yet we don't have to think about any future. Just that moment to feel loved. When it comes to being with men, the deeper you get in the relationship, the more you have to think about the future. That is, marriage. With women, nothing else matters except for every time that you spend together.

So, it may sound like women just want someone to be by their side. Maybe flings and affairs will do. There isn't a future in that right? But it's different. Involving in flings and affairs means it's just sex. I just want someone who can spend time with. Someone i can share my thoughts with, someone i can cuddle with, someone unpredictable, someone who doesn't need me to think about our future, someone who just appreciates the moments we're spending together. No strings attached.