Hopes for an Ending

Ok. I've read about palmistry and astrology. But i still need professional help.

So what about 'M.I.A-ing' on me? Must be really fun. Made me hope and wait. For nothing. Either i can believe that good things have to wait or that he doesn't bother about me as much as i do about him. Which is more comforting? Obviously the first. But of course, believing the latter makes me prepared for the worst. Well, it's not that it's doomsday or anything, but i just wish that something DID happen between us. I don't want a 'it ended before we got anything started' sort of relationship. Where's the CLOSURE??!

Ok, when i said something DID happen, did i mean sex? Maybe. Or maybe even just kisses and hugs would have been enough. At least some touch! Do you know how important it is to at least have some touch between 2 people? Very important.

Alright, i can't think so much now. Whatever it is, i'm still looking for my closure. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!