'When-I'm-Alone' Thoughts

I'm currently living a rather unhealthy, happy life. Emotionally, mentally and physically.

The need of having someone to want me.

The misuse of comfort.

The overdose of caffeine and cigarettes.

We all want to be loved. But how far would you go to getting it? Is physical contact that important to make you feel wanted and loved? Is it as comforting as knowing that someone is always thinking and caring about you? What ever happened to 'it's the thought that counts' principle?

I have to admit it. I do miss having someone to hold. Just that one special person. Believe me when i say i've been holding on to alot of people but they all don't seem right. I left the one person i was really comfortable with, just like that. Sneaked away like as if it never existed.

Do i regret it? No. But I miss it though. I'm missing it real bad.