Insomniac

I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by
And still I try
No rest for crossups in my mind
On my own, here we go

My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry
My face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My senses dulled
Passed the point of delerium
On my own, here we go

(Stolen from Green Day-Brain Stew)

Another Me

Someone's feeling a little early 90's punk rock today...

Dedicated to NYP Girlies

There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All this places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more

The Near Ending of The Beginning

I'm settling for 2nd place and that's my final decision. We've gone pretty far and we should be fucking proud of ourselves. Like hey, we went from NYP to NTU. That's pretty far if you ask me. (Sorry. Just trying to add some dry humour.)

But seriously, we made it people. The top 3. The top 3 from the pit-bottom last place. So i'd say you guys better be proud of yourselves and start reaching for that next goal of ours. Make the most out of our situation. Be the best we can be in our situation. Grab this once in a lifetime opportunity.

During the women's league, we lost all the first few games. But that last two matches, we held our heads up and won Both teams. We won. We were winners then and we shall still remain as winners no matter what. Sometimes it isn't how high you get but it's how Far you get in the end. And let me remind you girls this shit: We have gotten FAR.

I'm proud of all of you, and Nuriah, no matter what, when i've graduated from NYP, i'd still brag about how fucking cool our soccer team is and how fucking special the players are. Besides, Farah and me have already planned that if we get to NTU or SMU, we'd play for their team and be 'kelong'. Hahaha (Great plans huh?)

I salute you girls and i believe you girls did your best and can do even better. Don't let personal problems keep you down. Just channel that negativity to the field, convert it to positivity and drive to win and you shall get the formula we've all been waiting for, for a long long time. Don't let a lost keep you down. We've lost a thousands times before that we even almost got immune to it. But look at us now! The school even wanted to have a tea party with us. Hahaha

Well, i better end this long entry with a short goodbye.

Goodbye.