We've got ourselves another contestant.

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FIVE.

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Three. Four.

'High' Everyone...

So you fell for a guy like him? Well, i guess he HAS got the bling-blings... :)

Haha

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Two.

Songs for comfort

Like Madonna says...
'Time goes by so slowly for those who wait. no time to hesitate. Those who run seem to have all the fun. i'm caught up. i don't know what to do...

Every little thing that you say or do, i'm hung up. i'm hung up on you. Waiting for your call baby night and day, i'm fed up. i'm tired of waiting on you.

I can't keep on waiting for you. I know that you're still hesitating. Don't cry for me cause i'll find my way. You'll wake up one day. But it'll be too late.'

Madonna is indeed an icon. haha

I hate to say this but...

Fuck you....
for thinking that i wanna give you all these shit everyday.
for asking me to wait for you while you get your fucking stuff like your license and house. Come to think about it, it makes me feel like i'm just another material thing that you try to get.
Well, fuck you for making me feel like that.

Fuck you....
for never ever being able to know that i feel this way.
for saying that i hurt you before.
for not making an effort.
for not treasuring me.
for making me think that i can expect the best from you.
for making me have doubts.
for making me feel like i'm just one of the other fucking girls who fucking tell you that they love you.
for making me feel stupid.
for flirting.
for pulling my strings the way you please.
for not being there for me.
for the sweet words you say but never show.
for not trying to prove yourself right.
for telling me that you're afraid.

Fuck you for making me want you so bad.

Because i do not wish to swear at you anymore, i shall cut myself away from your whisperings of sweet nothings.

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One.

Moving Along

She sits and waits for nothing. Being Forest isn't gonna make any difference. Maybe some things are just no use forcing. There's no use asking why it turned out this way or why it didn't even happen at all. Her answers are always wrong in someone else's view. But nobody would ever know how it feels like to be in her shoes.

Maybe she hasn't moved on. Maybe she wants to continue with what she left behind. Or maybe, she just wants to prove everyone wrong. All she wants is to feel especially special. Without a doubt, she feels that way when Kim's around her. But Kim's never around. Never around when she needs her.

Things rarely go her way. So she's just glad that they're just friends. Friends who hold hands, friends who kiss, friends who fuck, friends who tell each other how much they still love one another.

She's not looking for this confused friendship. Now she hopes for a girl who'd stick by her side whenever. Make the feeling all beautiful again. She's ready to take the blindfold off.

Happy New Year to you too.

It was nice while it lasted. Had the jitters when i saw your message. In a good way of course. Well, happy 2006... Hope you'll find a great girl this year. Someone not like me who keeps deceiving herself that she's over it.