My Luck Went For A Holiday

A summary for the previous week: 2 funerals and a break up.

The start of this week: My mom found my cigarettes in my bag.

How long is this bad karma gonna last...?!

Movie Goers.Soccer Girlers

Aren't the soccer girls supposed to go watch The Eye 10 together?
It'll be fun to freak ourselves out.

over.

This feels weird... *stares blankly*

The Last Reply

'Cause i don't want to trouble you and how can i focus what i'm doing there while you're here. Nevermind, like i've said, in the end, it's me. ALWAYS gonna be me. Just letting you know, i'm loving you and waiting for you no matter what. I love you baby.'

I hate goodbyes.

I'm not guilty, i don't have to feel bad. I'm not guilty, i don't have to feel bad.

Queen of Shiok Sendiri: 2

Previously on Queen of Shiok Sendiri: 1 => Ad cried over Alicia for nothing.

I would like to amend that. I was recently told Alicia DID give Ad hope. Like telling Ad that after her exams are done, she's able to spend more time with Ad and she was the one who asked Ad to come over to watch the match. But Ad cried because Alicia had patch things up with her boyfriend. So yah, now she's with the guy. Well, leniently thinking, Ad had a reason to cry (not like as if it was love though...) and as for Alicia, she's part of the kental world. Because i know I would NEVER give hope to someone like Ad. By the way, Ad is like 17 years old and Alicia is like a year or two older than me.

All this shit makes me want to laugh.

Hello Kental World

I cannot take it. Almost everything around Kim is 'kental'. (Except for me that is. haha) Her friends, her previous job, her money, her english writing skills...

Now my face is still crumpled in disgust but the chills have travelled to my heart. It's so Eew, but i'm somehow still with her.

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Queen of Shiok Sendiri: 1

People can be so so lame. I'm not going to use nicknames to protect the identity of these dickheads.

Now let me tell you the characters involved: First there's Ad. Not me, but another Ad. The one from Woodlands Wellington. Fat, short, immature. Then there's Alicia. From Bishan Arsenal and also playing for SMU. Quite pretty, i thought she had a standard, cool enough not to do certain dumb despo things; but i thought wrong.

Well, Ad has a thing for Alicia. Last christmas, she bought for Alicia a necklace as a present. They very rarely meet. Neither do they talk on the phone or sms often. I was kinda shocked when i found out that Alicia agreed to meet up with Ad. I mean, she's much older and smart and able to look for someone much much better than Ad (even if it's friends that she's looking for) and Ad.... She's a kid and sorry to say this, she's quite stupid too. (I'm getting annoyed just typing this)

You know what, i just lost the mood to continue explaining this crap. Bottomline: Ad FINALLY got to SEE Alicia today and she cried. Literally just SEE ok. Yah. She just went to watch Alicia's match. And what the Fuck is she crying over? There wasn't even a THING going on between them. It wasn't even qualified to be called a fling. Not even flirt. It was so one-sided and fake and childish and awkward. A big Whatever.

My face is crumpled in disgust as i tell this and i've got chills going down my spine.

This is what the malays call: shiok sendiri.

In Memory Of...

The Luohan legend is gone. Dead.